Don't Want to be Here!

Well I started summer school classes today, and boy do I ever not want to be here right now. However, I keep telling myself that I only have to get through these next four weeks and then I'm done my degree. Still I feel there is no rest for the weary.....but someone's got to do it (of course in this situation only I can). On the good side of it all, once I'm done these classes I'll be able to go and do what God wants me to do (not that I don't do that anyway, but you know what I mean). This is all kinda scary for me though because it means that my life is taking a different turn and I have to step into the real world and begin my career.............very scary, but new and exciting at the same time.